WHAT'S BUGGING?
If You Don't Have Anything Nice to Write
March 21, 2012 If you don't have anything nice to write, don't write anything at all. Or something like that.
Haven't written actual words in my bloggy wog for some time. Mostly it's cuz I've been in a little battle with a black cloud I call, depression. It's fucked, as some of you well know.
When my little black cloud visits, I have a hard time getting out of bed, much less writing about anything. I get all gloom and doom and let's face it - who wants to read gloom and doom? I sure don't.
Anyway - I'm happy to say that today I feel good and that I have been very much enjoying the benefit of modern medicine. Not only do I have to ward off depression but I have a hell of a time concentrating on a damn thing. I call it ADD. My doc calls it "unresolved depression." Whatever. All I know is that the Adderall he gave me works wonders to help me focus, focus, focus so I can actually get stuff done. After all, I can only watch CNN for so long before I want to hurl the remote right at the center of the tv screen. Can we just cut through the GOP bullshit and pass the second term baton to Obama already?
So, there you have it. While I LOVE to write and have been told by a few that I'm actually ok at it - it's hard to write when you've got your head up your ass, er, I mean when you're depressed. Like I said, if you don't have anything nice to write, don't write anything at all.




